{"id":89,"date":"2010-09-17T02:23:00","date_gmt":"2010-09-17T02:23:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/noahsmindfuck.wordpress.de\/2010\/09\/17\/can-not-fall-asleep"},"modified":"2010-09-17T02:23:00","modified_gmt":"2010-09-17T02:23:00","slug":"can-not-fall-asleep","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/?p=89","title":{"rendered":"Can not fall asleep"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>can you tell me exactly why I&#8217;m not sleeping well?<br \/>Are all the thoughts that run trough my mind, nothing but a shell?<br \/>Will again there be a time, together me and you,<br \/>so I can just close my eyes and sleep the whole night trough? <\/p>\n<p>If all those ideas don&#8217;t make sense, which I have when I&#8217;m awake<br \/>and do nothing else but burning down like candles on a cake,<br \/>is there something to fulfill, an end to start my dreams,<br \/>where when I&#8217;m there that I will find the source of what it means?<\/p>\n<p>Like drowning in black water, is what I feel right now,<br \/>I can not change, what time I sleep and how. <br \/>Would it be a relief to fall asleep as if I switched a button or would it mean the end of freedom and flexibility of time?<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img decoding=\"async\" width='1' height='1' src=\"\/\" alt='' \/><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>can you tell me exactly why I&#8217;m not sleeping well?Are all the thoughts that run trough my mind, nothing but a shell?Will again there be a time, together me and you,so I can just close my eyes and sleep the whole night trough? If all those ideas don&#8217;t make sense, which I have when I&#8217;m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-89","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-lyrik-und-gedichte"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=89"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=89"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=89"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.noahessl.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=89"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}